John Ballard


<<< The Village Atheist
Julian Scott >>>
Home

This poem was included in the original 1915 edition.

IN the lust of my strength
I cursed God, but he paid no attention to me:
I might as well have cursed the stars.
In my last sickness I was in agony, but I was resolute
And I cursed God for my suffering;
Still He paid no attention to me;
He left me alone, as He had always done.
I might as well have cursed the Presbyterian steeple.
Then, as I grew weaker, a terror came over me:
Perhaps I had alienated God by cursing him.
One day Lydia Humphrey brought me a bouquet
And it occurred to me to try to make friends with God,
So I tried to make friends with Him;
But I might as well have tried to make friends with the bouquet.
Now I was very close to the secret,
For I really could make friends with the bouquet
By holding close to me the love in me for the bouquet
And so I was creeping upon the secret, but--
 

Comments


There are currently no comments for this epitaph. Be the first to add a comment!

 
 

We reserve the right to remove off-topic, inappropriate or markedly offensive comments. Although your e-mail address is required in case we need to contact you about your comment, we will not make your e-mail address visible to the public, share it with third parties, or use it to send unsolicited messages.

 

Search Spoon River


Talks about


Lydia Humphrey

 

Talked about by



 

Prominent Words


bouquet (in 2 documents)
paid (in 3 documents)
attention (in 4 documents)
Humphrey (in 2 documents)
occur (in 2 documents)
Presbyterian (in 2 documents)
steeple (in 2 documents)
weaker (in 2 documents)
alien (in 3 documents)
curse (in 15 documents)
Lydia (in 3 documents)
resolute (in 3 documents)
This site is a service of Honeylocust Media Systems; contact with questions and comments.